User blog:Crimson the Fandraxonian/waking up

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My name is Zie. I am at the age of twelve, I've been deceased for eight years but I was just resurrected...I am in worse condition from before since Ludro has ambushed me and completely ruined my body's structure, killing me in the process. However, my losses were great...My friend Vivid is now twenty years old...I was hoping that to have her as my girlfriend in the future but Ludro completely obliterated any chance of that happening whatsoever.

There is no hope in myself in anymore. I crawled away...I knew there was no use attempting to become a hero, besides, who would ever want...to have a broken twelve year old bitch on their side? I am worthless to everyone, even if I helped someone, they would retort me as ugly and stupid and completely trash me. I got real sick of it, this is the shit I dealt with back in my first life, and I was not going to go through it all again. Do you know what I honestly did? Do you know what sick cruel crime I have committed?

Since no hero wants me, what else would? Well, Vaw didn't mind me joining him. He rebuilt my structure...I no longer looked like a useless trash heap...I became anew...my flesh was fresh and I was ready to rock and roll...and I am to repay the world and everything for trashing me and insulting other disabled ones such as myself. The pain burns inside of me, but everyone is now to perish. I'm sorry if you liked me before, because that has changed now and I am completely against you now.

So, who have I betrayed? It was obvious that, as much as I didn't want to, I betrayed Vivid. I also betrayed my adoptive parents Dustai and Canvi, betrayed every hero ever, and I mostly betrayed myself. I didn't want to become evil but it became clear that as a villain I can fix everything so that things are complete...I will use my new capabilities to bring things back to the way they were...with the disabled being respected. I'm sorry but this is how it must go now.

Prepare to die.