User blog:Crimson the Fandraxonian/i feel invisible

so yeah every person in the universe has this feeling even the fat greedy people and i'm here to say that i have that feeling present inside me atm

i feel like that i'm really...what's the word to say without looking incorrect? i sort of feel ignored. now anyone can go visit the top pages of the wiki and find my shit there but that's because i'm the only person who really edits the main pages that much. like this is spyral all over again but he's been kind of cured and in the meanwhile i still feel bashed, dashed, and tossed aside. it's a really ugly feeling.

no, this hasn't started now. for like three weeks now i feel like my existence was really nothing on the eternity of the archives, i make shit, it gets ignored, i make shit, some people get interested but lose it, i make even more shit, it's all just not visible. see i get my stuff is really lame but jfc can i have like one question ever in my life

"User blog:Crimson the Fandraxonian/permanent stay"

i'm sort of regretting this right now. as untruthful as this is, it feels like you guys only wanted to convince someone just to be on the wiki and then forget them when you know they're there anymore. i'm kind of tired of that bullshit feeling, you know? i mean i'm not saying any of you are awful and terrible because none of you are those things but i feel like literal trash

so uh i wanted to come make a blog and say that i feel like i'm worthless and a huge junk pile. this is all and i'm sorry if i offended anyone but personally i feel like trash and it was me who led to my own self destruction.

and i'm probably contradicting myself a lot so i'll just shut up and pretend i cut myself with a knife