User blog comment:Crimson the Fandraxonian/i feel invisible/@comment-25372553-20150605025923

....what in da hell, m8? I don't get it. I don't get the fact that you, who participates all the time, has the feeling of being ignored! I just don't get it! I mean, mine was more reasonable and all, but you...you are like one of the staples of this wiki! If it weren't for you, we wouldn't have all this wacky and rad stuff you made!

You know what, screw it. I know you feel better and that this is archived, but hell, it is my turn now:

"i feel like that i'm really...what's the word to say without looking incorrect? i sort of feel ignored. now anyone can go visit the top pages of the wiki and find my shit there but that's because i'm the only person who really edits the main pages that much. like this is spyral all over again but he's been kind of cured and in the meanwhile i still feel bashed, dashed, and tossed aside. it's a really ugly feeling."

...look. Um, first of all, you are not ignored, heck you are almost never ignored (at least to me). Thanks to you participating, we have learned more about your awe-inspiring characters and pages, like SweetHeart Diner, Magic Order, The Beginning and the End, Sad but True, and the list goes on! And yes I may be cured, but you should take it from me and not stay having the feeling of being tossed aside, dashed and bashed, because you aren't!

"no, this hasn't started now. for like three weeks now i feel like my existence was really nothing on the eternity of the archives, i make shit, it gets ignored, i make shit, some people get interested but lose it, i make even more shit, it's all just not visible. see i get my stuff is really lame but jfc can i have like one question ever in my life"

....woah there, what in the actual hell are you drivelling about, mate?! If your existence was nothing on this archives, then what would happen to the majority of your astounding work?! *poof* The majority of this wondrous wiki wouldn't be established, should you have never existed. And correction; you make crap, we see it. I SEE IT! And I tell you your stuff is well-thought, varied and overall all unique in a good way!

And man.... one question? '' one f***ing question?!?! '' Dammit to be honest all of us ask you stuff on your AMAs, don't deny it! I know you're using a hyperbole, but come on! You know for a fact we DO ask questions, ALL THE TIME! You are making it as if you just submitted you AMAs and we have never said anything on it since!

"'User blog:Crimson the Fandraxonian/permanent stay'

i'm sort of regretting this right now. as untruthful as this is, it feels like you guys only wanted to convince someone just to be on the wiki and then forget them when you know they're there anymore. i'm kind of tired of that bullshit feeling, you know? i mean i'm not saying any of you are awful and terrible because none of you are those things but i feel like literal trash"

Crimsom, have we ever convinced you to be here on the wiki for the hell of it and just forget you were there? No. Simply...no. Like I said, you were never ignored. NEVER! Zilch, Zero! NOEN! NEIN! Never! Why can't you see that? And besides, why on earth would we invite someone for the hell of it, huh? If we preferred that, we might as well never convince them at all since we would probably have not spent the time to look at what they have made! And dammit Crimson how many times do I have to say you are not trash?! You aren't, end of story!

"so uh i wanted to come make a blog and say that i feel like i'm worthless and a huge junk pile. this is all and i'm sorry if i offended anyone but personally i feel like trash and it was me who led to my own self destruction."

for the love of all things holy. Crimson, you...are...not...junk. You...are...not...worthless....hell I am more worthless because I am not as devoted to participating in this wiki as you are. You worked your way up, you have one of the most persistence I have ever noticed in my life! And you tell me I overreact to the extreme; Crimson, for goodness sake, you are NOT TRASH, and oh please, you haven't cause your own self-destruction, you Wesker representative (Wesker: "everyday humans come one step closer to self destruction")

"and i'm probably contradicting myself a lot so i'll just shut up and pretend i cut myself with a knife

but i have a question. why am i so...uncreative? what have i done that led to my downfall as a decent user on this wiki? is there something wrong with me? can you at least shout it out now before i lead myself to a void of negative thoughts and self defeat?"

...you know what! Let's ask a better question...

Crimson, why must you have such false ideas and thoughts in your head?

Like I said, your stuff expresses your creativity very well. One example that I just like is SweetHeart Diner. Who out of all of us would have thought of that besides you?! And don't say everyone because we all would not have the same decent ideas as you when it comes to making something like this (and the fact that only one of us would make the idea into a page).

Crimson, you never had a severe downfall. Sure here were some  nit picks  here and there, but those were easy to fix, and with that you maintained being a decent wiki user! And...I will be blunt. In my eyes, you tend to be...somewhat quirky. I mean, you do curse quite frequently, you tend to be aggressive at times, and sometimes a few of your weed and sexual jokes tend to be....of the leash. But hey, THAT IS WHAT WE LOVE ABOUT YOU (and other things of course)! You are smart, you are fairly creative, and man your things can set a stepping stone, should you make your things sprout to life!

... *sighs* Look Crimson, you are important to this wiki. And you know that too. I was like you before, until I had opened my eyes and realized that everyone else...even you....cared for me, and I appreciate. So with that, do not become like me before, do not follow my footsteps. I swear, you better know that we all love you man. How dull and mediocre would it be if someone like you never existed here, right? Your personality and creativity, and just....you as a whole, are what we love about you.

Now get up, dust your feet, and keep walking with us! If you slip, don't worry, all of us will pick you up again.

Remember that.